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Saturday, January 20, 2018

@ 9:40 PM

좋은 날 더 많기를

hello~!

first blog post of the year and i think i should just start with what i have been doing since i came back from Taiwan.

Well, I would say taiwan trip was a rather eye opening trip and i definitely would want to go back again and stay for an even longer period of time. i think one week was definitely too short and i still have many places i havent explore yet.

I thought things were well with the company which im currently working with and the thing with korea working its very complicated and so right now, im going to find another company. i was really devastated and stressed out actually when i thought abt all these things last week but im ok now. I think there was a night when jungkook uploaded a cover of lee hi's 'breathe' on twitter, i legit broke down after hearing it because it just gave me so much comfort.

i used to think everything would work out fine with this company but there was also a certain point in time when i asked myself if this was really what i feel like doing. i mean it was fine doing the stuff which i am doing but i feel like there isnt much thing for me to explore within my job scope. but right now im also confused and kinda lost as to what kind of job i want to do and it just feels quite meh to start job seeking all over again.

but i think for sure which i realised is that im slowly beginning to understand myself what kind of job im enjoying and what kind of job i like. i think im more into meeting ppl and going out, rather than working in office. of course, sometimes i would prefer staying in the office too but i think im someone who cannot stay in the office 24/7. so right now im kinda... worried too. LOL. as to what kind of job im more suited to.. sigh. i think its really not easy.

im hoping that this is a blessing in disguise. i think maybe god is giving me one more chance to go and explore what i want to do within the next 6 mths before i really settle down on sth. idk what but idk why theres this part of me hoping that some of the dance groups which ive always been following would open up audition soon. sigh... idk why theres this still part of me which still wants me to try out for audition. ever since abt 2 years ago..? wow. 2 years ago. i was kind of staying away from that kind of thoughts of being a bg dancer but i guess that part of me came back. sigh.. why is it so hard~~

i had dinner with jan and princess today and all of us seemed have our own area of concerns. but the interesting thing is all of us admit that korea life seemed way better because we had each other. haha. some may wonder why i would say that. but its true. i dont think anyone would be convinced until he or she experienced it themselves. but i guess its because we have each other thats why we felt like we are not alone. i have to give kudos to bts too. (haha im bringing them up again) but i guess because i feel like there is still sth for me to do here in korea, thats why im still making myself stay there. if not i dont see why too. maybe. im not sure. but right now im just slowly figuring up what i can and cannot do.

it will definitely be another interesting and challenging year. not giving up though. cos its life ^^ and its beautiful despite all this hardships and shit sometimes.

cheers.

Labels: career, dance, god, job, korea, life, taiwan

Saturday, March 31, 2012

@ 8:30 PM

hello.
today is the last day of march~ 31st of march! haha. and im flying off to taiwan tmr! on april's fool. lol. anw im just dam sad that im missing youtube live streaming of infinite's second invasion evolution concert. :/ sucks to be in a place where i most likely would not have internet connection. well.. i dont think there's internet in my ah ma's house. maybe unless when i travel to miao li which im staying in a small resort hut! :D

anw today belle and i were working morning shifts and were talking about relationships since yesterday peiru got an order for 99 stalks of roses. she was saying this 99 stalks rose cost about $398 (if im not wrong) its quite a she chi ping. which is of course true. you might as well get a necklace for yr loved one right? yea. i was agreeing with her but after that she said that actually if doesnt matter whether how much money yr guy has in his bank account but how much he is willing to spend money on you. to shower u with flowers particularly roses which will last 4-5 days. after hearing it im like 'woa' very true. sometimes i like talking to her cos idk.. i always learn sth from her XD haha. (Y) i will get yr baby some shoes in taiwan! ^^

and yesterday i had another enlightening encounter with customer. ~~the way she walked to counter make me wanna shoot her with the special scissors.~~ LMAO. nah im exaggerating. anw she 'looked' attas and the way she dressed... :/ sorry for saying. too revealing for her age. shes good looking yes. but the way she talks very qian bian. anw at first she asked if we sell balloons then i say we dont sell. then she 'oh man~' after that 'then do u do courier services?' then im like yes we do bla bla bla.

then she asked whether if she could pay me to go and help her buy starbucks as gift for her friend. then i say we dont do such services. after that got this guy came to her and he asked the exact same thing. he said' like i pay u $10 extra also cannot?' wa piang. u think u rich can anyhow throw money is it?! i look like what?! servant ar?! lol. belle was like '我丢你$20叫你走' after they left. but at least she said 'thanks' after she left. so yea. ok. XD haha.

oh yea. ~~i got hit on by a guy.~~ SO TRAUMATISING~~~~ T.T i was walking towards my tutee's house on thurs but i was gonna be late already so i was rushing. cos i really dont like being late. u know usually when u walk u will notice ppl walking around u right? so i already noticed him walking in front of me but didnt pay much attention cos like its just the back view so yea. and i exited the path way so i can walk down through the slope then after like a few seconds THAT WEIRD ASS DUDE put his hand on my shoulder and turned me around!!! LIKE WTH RIGHT?! OMG BROAD DAY LIGHT LEH. he was like 'hi! i saw u walking around and i thought u look kinda cute' CUTE?! i look cute ok from which angle u see me sia? lol. not suaning myself but then now my face still got acne scars so idk his eye got cockblocked or sth. zzz. anw i was like O.O then im like 'ok...i need to go for tuition now sorry' then he still 'oh can i just have yr number' im like 'its ok' then i walked away. IM NEVER GONNA WALK THAT PATH. unless i go buy lunch at bangkit or sth. u know actually this wont happened if i didnt need to use the atm machine. zzz. i needed to transfer money to pay the person buying my second invasion official goods. XD haha. anw~~~~

on a happier note MY INFINITE OTT ALBUM HAS ARRIVED~ JJANG JJANG~! :D haha bought it for $12 and its brand new! factory sealed! ^^ very happy with my find. yay! haha. now im waiting for my inspirit album to come. i think it arrive on mon which by then i will be in taiwan. oh well. :/ i spent a lot of money on the infinite members already.

$16+$12+$6+$45=$79. ouch. i still hope to find evolution and invasion album online XD then can complete my infinite album collection. yup.

oh yea. i got another thing i wanna say. cos today when i was having my loner lunch at the taka fountain there was this father and daughter sitting beside me. cos usually when i watch my videos the volume is still quite soft so i can hear the ppl around me. lol. yea then i think the father wanted to leave the daughter at the taka fountain for awhile while he settles some stuff. and he actually did left her there. ALONE. im like x__x cos idk what to do. i mean i wanted to wait for her father to come back before i finish my break. but my break was like ending in 5 mins so idk what to do. aigoo... but then she still looks so happy eating her bread im like :/ i hope u will be safe and dont follow random strangers. u know why. cos taka announcer forever saying a child is found at where where where. so yea. although sg is quite safe but its still dangerous at some point. so i hope shes alright and safe with her father :/yup...

so yea. my luggage is all done(?) i hope. now im left with putting bap and infinite videos inside the itouch. wahahaha~ see ya back 10 days later! ^^

Labels: B.A.P., concert, fan goods, infinite, kim him chan, life, official, reflection, second invasion evolution, taiwan, work

Thursday, December 03, 2009

@ 9:21 PM

i like this necklace <3

my aunt's dog.. so cute!!!

heh.. my shoes XD

a v. cool motorcycle

2 sleeping piggys

headland and bay?

a maze! ^^

stray dog loitering around when i was having lunch

an odd tree

hahahahaha. super junior!

ok. i jus came back today. and suju's going taiwan tmr. T.T
my flight was quite horrible.. i didnt know that there wasnt any tv on the plane. cos usually there will be one infront of u but apparently this plane doesnt have... *sigh*
so yea i slept like the whole journey except for the meal part XD haha.

shall update more next time :D

its chu chu chu chu chu its chu-u~

Labels: f(x), photos, super junior, taiwan

Saturday, November 21, 2009

@ 1:17 PM

taipei 101

someone having wedding photoshoot

the sky

me and qian ning brushing teeth

Labels: photos, taiwan

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

@ 9:34 PM

my fellow twin! <3

timer! after prom <3

in the toilet

after prom. my feet hurts really bad...

hello.
PROM WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!
haha. yea. pure awesomeness.. ok. i shall blog quickly. ahha.
i still haven really pack properly for my luggage.. and im listening to super junior kiss the radio. wow. ok XD
everybody looks so prettyyyy!!!!

regina's hair so nice! <3>19nov-3dec

Labels: friends, grad nite, photos, prom, super junior, taiwan

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

@ 10:09 PM

I WANNA FLY LIKE EETEUK~ <3
whee~

just 2 more papers! ^^
just 3 more days to liberation day!
just 3 more days to 2PM's comeback at mubank
just 4 more days to shopping day
just 6 more days to SUJU AND PROM TRIAL DAY!
just 7 more days to grad nite
just 9 more days to taiwan

haha. all the numbers XD

im straying!!! NEED TO USE MAGNET! electromagnet with soft iron core

heh.. I luv physics <3

Labels: 2pm, days, eeteuk, icons, physics, prom, SHINee, super junior, taiwan

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hi my name is Jou Teng and i think koreans are haawt. ;)
i like to eat man tou and drink bubble tea

I was an 엘프 (E.L.F.)
i still take note of 려욱 here and there

호야 from 인피니트 is my new bias. 111228. 리더규 is my 2nd. 3rd Official Inspirit ∞

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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

I love Crescent and im and old girl of ACJC. I love AC Dance Society and my class. I love my og kids and i definitely love my own OGLS. MIZU AND ZURG!

I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

Always keeping the faith.
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