idk where to start but i dont know why i feel so affected by this incident. but im sure everyone is affected by whats going on.

shinee jonghyun had passed away today. it was apparently suicide and that really hurts my heart. honestly speaking i wouldnt say im a big fan of shinee but they definitely brought smile and laughter to me years ago. i really did enjoy their hit songs and perhaps the time which i really did pay attention to them was the time which they appeared on the variety show of taking care of the baby. i forgot the name of the show but i really liked it.

it hurts to see someone so talented and someone who had so much talent leave this world. im sure he had suffered for a long time and idk why im tearing up as i type this time. how much did he suffer so as to he would want to take his own life. he just had his own solo concert and it was sooner or later would he had attend his own shinee concert. it just hurts that sm did not take proper care and attention to him. i might be wrong on that side and lets just give sm the benefit of the doubt. yet, im highly on the side which they just made him work because when i was still an elf, i remembered the milk club? by taeyeon, heechul and leeteuk. during that time, fans were pretty scared and worried abt them because on cyworld they wrote posts which scared them. it was abt depression and those kind of stuff if im not wrong.

take these for examples. did sm do anything after? im not just saying sm but other companies too. like please please please treat and protect your artistes like a human. i know they are suppose to earn money and benefit from us fans but if you dont treat yr artistes like human, most probably the fans are just gonna boycott the company too. its really important to take good mental care esp with all the stress they get from work and perhaps sasaengs too. i really wonder why does it have to be like this? why does korean ent, or like all the ent industries have to be like this. why is the world like this? it just hurts to see the world filled with selfish and benefit seeking ppl out there, exploiting people.

ha... im not gonna talk abt sm anymore. its just gonna make me feel sad after ranting. but overall my point is. u never know how a person is feeling or what he or she is going through. dont judge. please dont judge. always be kind and really love yourself. practice loving yourself. i know this are just words but its really important. i cannot say for sure what he had been true but it must had been really really painful, lonely and hard. i just hope that he is happy up there with god now. hes with him now. i really pray for him, his family and friends and shawols. i really pray for them to go through this hard time and i pray for them.

please stay of twitter until this cool off. theres just too many stuff going on there. but one thing for sure is that all the kpop fandoms are with shawols. we are all here for you. please stay strong. please take care of one another.

dec 18 2017 was not a kind day. so many beautiful souls left this world on this day.

Labels: kpop, shawols, SHINee, together

hello.
SHINee's comeback!!! :D haha. im glad that they have comeback but then i hate it when the camera man shift his attention to minho during the chorus. i mean ppl will wanna see the whole dance right? yea... but anw in any case they did a great job. and then i think at 1.29-1.30 jonghyun's 'OH LUCIFER~' was dam good! ^^ wahhh... love his voice. and his fierce face at 3.09!! (Y) plus 3.53 'HO-OH~!' WAHH! GOOD GOOD.

yesterday dance prac was freakin productive (Y) cleaned up the steps and i think our progression is really awesome! :D 3 dance prac and we managed to come until so far. so yup. good job girls! ^^

i swear today's warm up was the toughest warm up ive ever done. we did for like 50 mins of warm up. imagine that. omg. and then we did quite a few routines and i was like dying from all the pique and chaines (haha i went to check on the spelling) and everything. XD aching everywhere and we did a 'beng zi"-ballet style. lol its so similar except that its the other direction so yea. i miss crescent dance.

and then theres alot of dance events coming up. i cant really remember. like a few official yog perf and rehersal. at barker? i didnt catch what mdm was talking that time. and then omg. BAILAMOS 2 IS COMING UP! :D lol. i know still very early and then we are gonna start doing everything in nov plus syf audition. gahhh i hate auditions. totally stress me out. so yea. im gonna gonna... ok. i shant say it XD

plus i realised that august is gonna be a SUPER busy month for me with yog and tests coming up. oh yea. and might be perf for teacher's day so yea. busy busy.

kk. turning into my mugger mode already. dont think i will be using the com as often already.

Labels: ac dance, lucifer, no other, school, SHINee, super junior

Labels: bonamana, lucifer, SHINee, super junior

hi.
the main highlight of this post is SHINee (scary) fansign. lol. its really scary.
i waited for them since 7am until 3pm and i didnt even see a single face of the SHINee members. T.T THATS DAM SAD CAN!
ok i took fancams of the van coming in and out but i didnt see anyone of them.. the vans have curtains WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok.
wait i gtg blog abt it when im free. XD

Labels: fansign, SHINee, singapore

im a happy kid in a happy world~ ^^
life in plastic, its fantasic!

*transform to shawols*

im a happy shawol in the SHINee world
its fantastic, its elastic~
*ring ding dong*

hoho. i finished learning ring ding dong and shinee is coming~

Labels: ring ding dong, shawols, SHINee

[i made it quite long ago~ just feel like sharing it :D... victoria from f(x)]

hi
im going pa tmr. hmm... im gonna see letty tmr :D letty do u miss me?!!! XD i havent seen u since prom! haha.
its been soooo long since the last time i went pa. should be like sec2 was the last time i went. yea. heard from xiuxian that lao shi will be doing wushu tmr. haha. and im gonna die at the crazy warm up... better stretch first before i go tmr XD

anw im learning ring ding dong. super good tutorial. but the only bad thing is that the guy only teach until half of the song.. so i guess i figure it out like i did with chu~ XD haha. acutally im quite happy that i managed to master chu in a short time ^^

and i saw sjm on dongfeng today on fun music~ ryeo wook wasnt paying attention again.. *sigh* XD haha. anw i recorded it down :D yay! and today i went yesasia.com and the cds are like at least 20% off! T.T i wanna get... i wanna get tiara's first absolute album. that time i saw in hmv and its like super ex >< haish... i no money seh...

ok. im gonna continue learning ring ding dong~ <3

Labels: chu~, dance, f(x), kim ryeo wook, pa, ring ding dong, SHINee, yesasia.com

lol. another post from me.

i feel ... when i watched the sorry sorry remix on kbs mubank christmas special today.
apparently 4 members werent there. geng, heechul, kibum, kangin... geng ar... geng...
T.T and then u know the part where the members go by 3 by 3? kyuhyun was ALONE! omg!
ALONE! T.T it used to be kyuhyun hangeng and kangin... haish...

anw i thought sm town is the love for the perf today! ^^ and the interview with 2pm by eeteuk and shindong was hilarious XD hoho...


as well as girl 4 by 4minute, B.E.G., Kara, After School, Tacyeon


my ear candy~ <3 lol.

merry christmas!

Labels: 4minute, after school, brown eyed girls, f(x), girls generation, kara, music bank, ok taecyeon, SHINee, sm town, super junior

merry christmas ppl! <3
haha...
this year past by like really fast in just like 6 days time its gonna be the new year~

i just went out with my mum to jurong point for shopping. ok. not really shopping. just walk around. yea. and i bought the heat pack that last time ms goh showed us for the chem experiment. when we were still learning abt exo and endo reaction. haha. its really cute! ^^ im gonna lend my dad cos hes leaving for america soon.. T.T i will miss you! <3

anw yea. i haven been to jurong point for a few years and i think they changed alot. yea. they connected 2 buildings and yea.. they added a lot of shops XD

sjm went for another program on dongfeng and i didnt know. lol. im gonna watch out for that and record it! muhahahaha. i think they're gonna show next year cos yea. it usually takes longer to come singapore. haish...

i heard that SHINEE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE NEXT YEAR ON FEB 1 AND 2! YAY!!!!! RING DING DONG RING DONG DINGY DINGY DING DING DING! lol. but i kinda think that sch's starting soon... aish.but i wanna see them!!!!!!!! LIMIN SET AR?! GO TOGETHER OK? XD lol. i also dunno what they coming for but anw yea. just go! JONG HYUN! JONG HYUN!


i bet i sound like a crazy fan girl. but yea. its SHINee yo! XD

aiyo. scare me. sth is wrong with blogger again. =.= wth. lol

MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL! <3 ^^

Labels: chemistry, kim jong hyun, Merry christmas, ring ding dong, SHINee, singapore

I WANNA FLY LIKE EETEUK~ <3
whee~

just 2 more papers! ^^
just 3 more days to liberation day!
just 3 more days to 2PM's comeback at mubank
just 4 more days to shopping day
just 6 more days to SUJU AND PROM TRIAL DAY!
just 7 more days to grad nite
just 9 more days to taiwan

haha. all the numbers XD

im straying!!! NEED TO USE MAGNET! electromagnet with soft iron core

heh.. I luv physics <3

Labels: 2pm, days, eeteuk, icons, physics, prom, SHINee, super junior, taiwan

ok. cos im bored. so lets do a quiz ^^
taken from cheryl's blog... its been awhile since i last visited her blog. and she changed her blogskin.. i think she changed it quite long ago XD haha

Songs you want played ...

#1 Rokkugo-Super Junior T- i was listening to it before my tuition began and my sis was like saying "what a techno song" XD haha

#2 Love you more- Super Junior- i miss wookie oppa's voice XD

#3 Lies- Big Bang- cos my sis is huming to the tune beside me now ><

#4 Carnival- Super Junior- even though is not out yet... i want to listen to it! but they are going to start performing to it during their concert and i heard that its written by kangin! :D haha.

#5 Superstar-Taegoon- xiuxian has been asking me to listen to it but i havent XD haha.

#6 ???(latest song)- Kara- i forgot what was the title but letty said that the mv was weird? o.o

#7 Fire- 2NE1- luv the catchy-ness of the song ^^

#8 Amigo- SHINee- eh.. just feel like listening to it

#9 So fresh,so cool -Big Bang- lol. its the ad song for a beer company. haha XD

#10 u- super junior luv wookie's solo and eunhyuk and kibum's rap

gah.
yesung's turtle!!! ^^ and i wonder what ryeo wook was pointing to later on XD


Cianra flying to teukie's dorm and smacking him

Labels: 2NE1, big bang, boredom, kara, quiz, SHINee, super junior, super junior t, taegoon