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Saturday, January 20, 2018
@ 9:40 PM


좋은 날 더 많기를

hello~! 
first blog post of the year and i think i should just start with what i have been doing since i came back from Taiwan.

Well, I would say taiwan trip was a rather eye opening trip and i definitely would want to go back again and stay for an even longer period of time. i think one week was definitely too short and i still have many places i havent explore yet. 

I thought things were well with the company which im currently working with and the thing with korea working its very complicated and so right now, im going to find another company. i was really devastated and stressed out actually when i thought abt all these things last week but im ok now. I think there was a night when jungkook uploaded a cover of lee hi's 'breathe' on twitter, i legit broke down after hearing it because it just gave me so much comfort. 

i used to think everything would work out fine with this company but there was also a certain point in time when i asked myself if this was really what i feel like doing. i mean it was fine doing the stuff which i am doing but i feel like there isnt much thing for me to explore within my job scope. but right now im also confused and kinda lost as to what kind of job i want to do and it just feels quite meh to start job seeking all over again. 

but i think for sure which i realised is that im slowly beginning to understand myself what kind of job im enjoying and what kind of job i like. i think im more into meeting ppl and going out, rather than working in office. of course, sometimes i would prefer staying in the office too but i think im someone who cannot stay in the office 24/7. so right now im kinda... worried too. LOL. as to what kind of job im more suited to.. sigh. i think its really not easy. 

im hoping that this is a blessing in disguise. i think maybe god is giving me one more chance to go and explore what i want to do within the next 6 mths before i really settle down on sth. idk what but idk why theres this part of me hoping that some of the dance groups which ive always been following would open up audition soon. sigh... idk why theres this still part of me which still wants me to try out for audition. ever since abt 2 years ago..? wow. 2 years ago. i was kind of staying away from that kind of thoughts of being a bg dancer but i guess that part of me came back. sigh.. why is it so hard~~ 

i had dinner with jan and princess today and all of us seemed have our own area of concerns. but the interesting thing is all of us admit that korea life seemed way better because we had each other. haha. some may wonder why i would say that. but its true. i dont think anyone would be convinced until he or she experienced it themselves. but i guess its because we have each other thats why we felt like we are not alone. i have to give kudos to bts too. (haha im bringing them up again) but i guess because i feel like there is still sth for me to do here in korea, thats why im still making myself stay there. if not i dont see why too. maybe. im not sure. but right now im just slowly figuring up what i can and cannot do. 

it will definitely be another interesting and challenging year. not giving up though. cos its life ^^ and its beautiful despite all this hardships and shit sometimes. 

cheers. 

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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

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I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

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