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Saturday, November 11, 2017
@ 12:38 AM



hello. 
its been a long while again and here i am back again contemplating about life. well... things had not been going smooth as what i had predicted and yea honestly i would say i am in a life crisis? ha.. 
i realised im really into going the way of journalism but uh.. i havent got the chance to do so? so far i have been doing online marketing for the past two interns but it was for maybe a month? the reality had pushed me so much that recruiters told me that those are just part time and not real jobs. i know i shouldnt be so affected by what they said but it just somehow did. 

i was telling dixxon abt what happened to do and he told me about how we kinda had been living in our own 'circle' even though we have been living in korea for 5 years. wow. like it just hit me and slapped me right in the face. 

the 'we' which i wrote here refers to storytellers. i mean we have been 'protecting' ourselves and each other for the past 4 years. whenever sth happened to us, we honestly depend on each other because who else would understand us better than us?? so yea. i guess we were kinda strong in terms of protection that we didnt actually step out of our comfort zone and break into the korean society which we have been living in. i know this sounds kind of abstract but i feel that its rather true. 

so right now. like now. im kinda lost i would say. i feel like i wont be able to work in a super koreanised company and i cant do marketing. lol. idk. its just hard to explain sometimes what koreans really want. 

interesting really. i thought i have been living in korea for at least the past 4 years because i had much more interactions with koreans since i joined dt. but then again after this 4 years, im on my way to step into the new world. the real korean world perhaps? 

it hits you hard and right smack in the face. oh lord. i just hope i would be able to handle that fall. 

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