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Monday, March 20, 2017

@ 12:39 AM

빛난다

hello.

so its been almost a month since i last blogged and i have reasons for that XD hahaha.

first of all, my final year in ku has been officially and it feels different kind of. being a senior in university and all, you see all the young freshmen all dressed up and anticipating the campus life. its like how we all have been through haha. im currently taking 4 classes- 2 dis classes, 1 media class and for once, a course in korean which is history of korea. lol.

people always think that im crazy or they give me the face like wtf are u taking that class for. well, im pretty sure by now ppl around me know that im very into korean history, especially the goryeo period and with the recent addition of hwarang drama, im kinda more determined to learn abt korean history. i enjoy the class but i also do feel the pressure of listening with other korean students because they all have the basic foundations of korean history back in sec and high sch but here i am this foreigner, using all her knowledge from dramas and wiki. lol. but im staying strong and gonna try my best in keeping up with the class. ^^

next, i have been working for 3 weeks in 1million dance studio and i think theres ups and downs. i have to admit that i lack a lot and i have learnt a lot despite that short 3 weeks. and sometimes it made me feel kind of useless and made me think in the way like why am i lacking so much as compared to other people. the people whom im working with are really nice and i really enjoy their personalities and presence. its interesting to see how everyone has a certain degree of dance background or they do enjoy dancing as a hobby.

i guess this is how u begin with yr first intern position in the society. it makes you think and reflect about yourself. i would not say its an easy job and i believe that i need more communicating skills. the thing is.. i have been living in korea for almost 5 years now and i definitely can say that my korean skills are good. however, whenever it comes to serious business or talks, i tend to stammer and talk crap. like my point doesnt get transferred properly to the recipient. thats why i feel really frustrated abt myself too. sigh.. i guess i just need more confidence. :/ shucks.

despite all these events, ive been trying to keep myself positive by thinking abt bts (lol) and dance. i do miss dancing in beatmix but 1m has its own charms as well. how would i say... its less competitive and no one really judges you as much. haha. but thats my own opinion so im not sure how others would feel when they switch dance studios. im gonna try my best and continue persevere on working hard. its not easy but i believe theres a reason for me to join 1m and hence there will be a way to make things work out.

hwaiting.

Labels: 1million, bts, class, dance, intern, jhope, jimin, jin, jungkook, korea, ku, life, rm, school, senior, spring, suga, v

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hi my name is Jou Teng and i think koreans are haawt. ;)
i like to eat man tou and drink bubble tea

I was an 엘프 (E.L.F.)
i still take note of 려욱 here and there

호야 from 인피니트 is my new bias. 111228. 리더규 is my 2nd. 3rd Official Inspirit ∞

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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

I love Crescent and im and old girl of ACJC. I love AC Dance Society and my class. I love my og kids and i definitely love my own OGLS. MIZU AND ZURG!

I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

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