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Friday, October 02, 2015

@ 5:17 PM

hello.
im back from the busy life im having right now. goyeonjeon and hanging with friends during chuseok. i was supposed to update my post like almost a week ago but i was just feeling kind of tired and lazy and not really in the mood to use my fingers. lol. so yea.

goyeonjeon was awesome and it was kinda unexpected that our item got so much popularity and managed to receive so much support and cheers. haha XD and for the 2nd time of my life i finally dance in heels again. the first was 'mercy' back in ac. and yea. dated donggyu for 100 days and we went to celebrate during the chuseok long weekend and then the next day went to han river to celebrate mid-autumn festival with the storytellers. haha. and pretty much and good rest for me during the 5 days break.

actually im watching sex in the city season 4. i just ended season 3. but i didnt watch 1 and 2. because this sem im having this class called film criticism and we watched the first episode of season 3. and then ever since then it kinda caught my attention and i just started watching it. idk why but as i watched through the episodes i kinda of felt and learnt quite a lot from this drama. mainly its because im dating someone now and most of the important characters carrie, miranda, charlotte and samantha.

one of the more impt episode which i remember was that carrie cheated on her current bf and slept with her ex bf. and in the end they broke up and stuff like that. obviously i have been worrying about my own relationship. as of now things seem kinda stable btw me and my bf. but i have always thought about the problem when donggyu leaves for army next year in feb. well, nth is confirm yet but most probably if everything goes accordingly to his plan he wants to enter the army in feb. and so yea. wow. am i going to wait? am i able to wait? should i wait?

2 years is not a short time and no one knows what is going to happen during that 24 months. i was talking with him over fruit beer last night. lol. yes fruit beer tastes so much better than normal beer. but anw we were talking about this issue. i think if the woman is able to wait and continue to stay loyal then i must say why not? but in the middle some other guy appears, u nv know what is going to happen. he also told me that he would love for me to wait but he wouldnt force me to wait because 2 years is going to be a long time. oh god. i can feel myself kind of tearing up as i type this. haha. but anw idk. as of now im gonna wait but i cant gurantee myself if i can wait for 2 years.

will i still be in korea after 2 years? i do hope i will be. perhaps by that time i will be more clear of what i want to pursue in the future. and i do hope that it will be in the area of dance and writing. haha. life is tough. never easy. but doesnt mean ppl should give up on it.

Labels: dance, friends, kudt, life, love

about

you think you know me.

hi my name is Jou Teng and i think koreans are haawt. ;)
i like to eat man tou and drink bubble tea

I was an 엘프 (E.L.F.)
i still take note of 려욱 here and there

호야 from 인피니트 is my new bias. 111228. 리더규 is my 2nd. 3rd Official Inspirit ∞

120323 B.A.P. 힘찬+젤로+대현+종웁

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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

I love Crescent and im and old girl of ACJC. I love AC Dance Society and my class. I love my og kids and i definitely love my own OGLS. MIZU AND ZURG!

I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

Always keeping the faith.
항상신년울간직해라.

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