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Wednesday, December 07, 2016

@ 8:53 PM

hello.
its been almost 6 mths since i last blogged and this time im not here to talk about something good. well, i had just ended my first relationship which i thought was going to last forever. but things dont last forever and i know i may be too negative and pessimistic about relationship for it being my first so im just gonna write down how i feel about it.

it all began during those time of the school year, excited to try new things out. attractions btw single guy and girl. common interest and hobbies and tons of similarities which brought them together. they had together and one day the guy decided to confess. girl also had similar feelings and accepted. they began on a love journey.

everything was sweet to begin with. he was caring and kind, always wanted to hang out and know what she was doing and what she was thinking. he's there when she cried and when she feels upset and stress. she put in effort to make him presents and gifts during his birthday and anniversaries. it was perfect and things you could only experience only in a relationship.

there was often small arguments and what nots but it all turned out fine after awhile. things still went really well until he went to the army. that was when everything changed. human nature kicks in. communication error happened. it was awful seeing how things could have changed within such a short period of time. things that she could not see when she was with him and only until during moments like this could she had seen the real him.

it wasnt a pleasant sight. it shocked her. to realise that he was actually someone like that. her friends told her she made the right choice. she hoped she did. and she think she did.

it just hurts so much to see that a couple that used to be so happy and loving together can suddenly become like this. it just hurts so much to see that during the last 6 mths of their relationship, she had been the one putting so much effort in trying to save their relationship but he did not try. words were all he said.

she will definitely miss him but she will definitely move on as well. it might take awhile but i'm sure she will realise she made the smart move. there is no point in holding on to someone who does not cherish you anymore. its better to let go than to hurt yourself anymore.

be strong.
you're still beautiful as before.
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hi my name is Jou Teng and i think koreans are haawt. ;)
i like to eat man tou and drink bubble tea

I was an 엘프 (E.L.F.)
i still take note of 려욱 here and there

호야 from 인피니트 is my new bias. 111228. 리더규 is my 2nd. 3rd Official Inspirit ∞

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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

I love Crescent and im and old girl of ACJC. I love AC Dance Society and my class. I love my og kids and i definitely love my own OGLS. MIZU AND ZURG!

I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

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