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Wednesday, October 11, 2017

@ 8:48 PM

Bad timing

You know those moments you felt like you would have definitely stand a chance if timing were on your side? Yup, those moments. That was what I was going through until recently. More like a few hours ago.

I clearly remember the dialogue of the main characters of ‘Reply 1988’ and I felt like my situation was somewhat similar to that time. Even though I knew it was fictional, I cant help but feel that sometimes the story which happens in drama also happen in real life. Perhaps that’s why sometimes people feel like they are rather attached to certain media contents.

It’s sad to know someone you are interested in, liking someone else. And you know for sure that you can’t do anything about it because once it becomes mutual, the bond would be so strong that no one could have break it. And the thing is you can’t do shit about it because the person knew nothing about and you can’t help but blame yourself for those moments.

Yes, those moments which gave you butterflies in your stomach and you felt liked as if you can once again commit to a relationship. It’s hard and painful to know that the person does not reciprocate the liking which you had for them. I guess it all had happened for a reason. Perhaps the lesson learnt from this experience was that I found out that I can once again feel those butterflies which I did not feel for a long time. And I don’t have to keep blaming myself for the past relationship which had happened. The past is the past and there’s really no point indulging myself in those memories. Its time to move on. Be it bad or good, it’s alright to cry and feel discourage for a while. Hopefully through this experience, I would be able to learn more and not fall for someone too easily. I know its not a bad thing but I feel that’s the reason and root to my suffering as well.

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hi my name is Jou Teng and i think koreans are haawt. ;)
i like to eat man tou and drink bubble tea

I was an 엘프 (E.L.F.)
i still take note of 려욱 here and there

호야 from 인피니트 is my new bias. 111228. 리더규 is my 2nd. 3rd Official Inspirit ∞

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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

I love Crescent and im and old girl of ACJC. I love AC Dance Society and my class. I love my og kids and i definitely love my own OGLS. MIZU AND ZURG!

I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

Always keeping the faith.
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