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Monday, December 18, 2017
@ 11:28 PM

idk where to start but i dont know why i feel so affected by this incident. but im sure everyone is affected by whats going on.

shinee jonghyun had passed away today. it was apparently suicide and that really hurts my heart. honestly speaking i wouldnt say im a big fan of shinee but they definitely brought smile and laughter to me years ago. i really did enjoy their hit songs and perhaps the time which i really did pay attention to them was the time which they appeared on the variety show of taking care of the baby. i forgot the name of the show but i really liked it.

it hurts to see someone so talented and someone who had so much talent leave this world. im sure he had suffered for a long time and idk why im tearing up as i type this time. how much did he suffer so as to he would want to take his own life. he just had his own solo concert and it was sooner or later would he had attend his own shinee concert. it just hurts that sm did not take proper care and attention to him. i might be wrong on that side and lets just give sm the benefit of the doubt. yet, im highly on the side which they just made him work because when i was still an elf, i remembered the milk club? by taeyeon, heechul and leeteuk. during that time, fans were pretty scared and worried abt them because on cyworld they wrote posts which scared them. it was abt depression and those kind of stuff if im not wrong.

take these for examples. did sm do anything after? im not just saying sm but other companies too. like please please please treat and protect your artistes like a human. i know they are suppose to earn money and benefit from us fans but if you dont treat yr artistes like human, most probably the fans are just gonna boycott the company too. its really important to take good mental care esp with all the stress they get from work and perhaps sasaengs too. i really wonder why does it have to be like this? why does korean ent, or like all the ent industries have to be like this. why is the world like this? it just hurts to see the world filled with selfish and benefit seeking ppl out there, exploiting people.

ha... im not gonna talk abt sm anymore. its just gonna make me feel sad after ranting. but overall my point is. u never know how a person is feeling or what he or she is going through. dont judge. please dont judge. always be kind and really love yourself. practice loving yourself. i know this are just words but its really important. i cannot say for sure what he had been true but it must had been really really painful, lonely and hard. i just hope that he is happy up there with god now. hes with him now. i really pray for him, his family and friends and shawols. i really pray for them to go through this hard time and i pray for them.

please stay of twitter until this cool off. theres just too many stuff going on there. but one thing for sure is that all the kpop fandoms are with shawols. we are all here for you. please stay strong. please take care of one another.

dec 18 2017 was not a kind day. so many beautiful souls left this world on this day.

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