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Saturday, June 09, 2018

@ 11:57 PM

Hello.

Don't you feel like ever since you started working, things are so different? Weekends become so precious and so is alone time.

Health becomes so important and eating right becomes an important factor in life too.

I don't know.. Just have been wondering and thinking about life. Thinking about what am I doing and what do I want to achieve. There are many things I want to do, many things I want to learn and many places I want to visit too.

For some reason, I feel like just visiting the U.S. or something. Try out their food and experience for the first time the Western culture. Sure I've made a lot of friends who came from the U.S. in Korea but its just different. Maybe check out the buildings, architecture and stuff.

I also want to go back to Taiwan once again and breathe the fresh air at the country sides. Everything just seem to slow down when you are away from the busy city.

But guess what is the funny thing. I realised that every time I'm away from my present life? I would always yearn to return to the city. To this fast paced, competitive and stressful society. I'm not sure why too.

As I typed this down, I suddenly remember a class which I took about two years ago. It was about city development, part of the classes for international studies. It was a long chapter about development of cities etc and the main point from that chapter was living in a city itself, makes you worst but you kind of cannot get out of it. Strange but I think its true.

What do I want in life? Family, friends, dance, BTS, K-Pop, bubble tea, fish pancake, food, fast delivery (ha). I mean I have been thinking about what's going to happen after I go back to Singapore. Is there going to be a job or thing that will fit me?

I feel like after staying in Korea for almost 6 years, I realised I kind of found myself but at the same time made me realise a lot of stuff I did not know about myself. But I don't think I should be pushing myself to think too much about this. After all, it's life. Nothing its for sure.

Just like what Earl said in "2 Broke Girls", the only sure thing in life is death. Ironic but right on the spot.

I wonder also if I'm just overthinking. Nothing wrong to overthink but I mean, you know those days when you can't help but overthink. I guess it's one of those days for me. Haha.

Actually I kind logged into my blog to talk about dance but I'm not sure why I suddenly decided to talk about other stuff. lol. I'm doing fine just a lot on my mind.

Hope everyone is doing well, healthy and safe. ^^

about

you think you know me.

hi my name is Jou Teng and i think koreans are haawt. ;)
i like to eat man tou and drink bubble tea

I was an 엘프 (E.L.F.)
i still take note of 려욱 here and there

호야 from 인피니트 is my new bias. 111228. 리더규 is my 2nd. 3rd Official Inspirit ∞

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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

I love Crescent and im and old girl of ACJC. I love AC Dance Society and my class. I love my og kids and i definitely love my own OGLS. MIZU AND ZURG!

I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

Always keeping the faith.
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