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Sunday, April 02, 2017

@ 11:43 AM

헤헿~

hello.

its april already can u believe it?? and i got the feeling that im actually falling sick because of the season change and it kinda sucks. lol. its like these days im so busy with work and i feel like im not studying as much as im supposed to be and im getting worried cos its less than 3 weeks to mid terms. gg.

things aside, i went to a korean wedding yesterday and like what i have already said on my fb post, it was a military wedding. meaning the groom is a commander in the military school and the venue was held in the military base academy. i would say its a very very eye opening experience and im glad that i got invited to the wedding.

my point was about getting married. my sister already got married last year summer and this time with me attending another wedding made me feel like its interesting how and why people get married. this sem im taking a class called 'human communication' and so far i'd learnt why people stay in some relationships and why ppl decide to leave and remain single etc. it made me think a lot about my relationships with other people and why i continue to do so.

getting married its not a simple and easy thing and i feel that u have to have that basic amount of commitment and trust for your partner. plus, economic status and the relationship with yr in laws family. its weird how im thinking of this but i feel like this is what u have to consider when u decide if u really want to spend the rest of yr life with a specific someone. but then again some may argue (this is not an essay lol) that this is why people get married. because theres risk in it and its life. u cant be sure of whats gonna happen in life and thats what made life interesting and special. u live because of ur life. if ure gonna be so sure of whats gonna happen in the future then whats the point? u just plan according to what u want and meh. no fun.

costs and gains i must say. but watching miryeong unnie getting married yesterday just made me feel like she had taken such a big step in her life. really hope for the best for her marriage~ ^^

another reason why i have decided to blog today is because of what i feel abt relationships these days. lol. maybe im lonely. yes i think thats the reason why. but anw as u can tell from my few previous posts, its like bts bts bts. lol. and i have been thinking why are some ppl obsess with ppl whom they have hardly ever met in real life. like what is the cause and reason for them to become so into them. u get what i mean?

yea so because of that i have been questioning myself. and i believe its because of recent events, stress and kpop idols are like a channel for ppl to relieve their stress? its like looking at sth so perfect. them having to train for years before being able to debut and stuff and when they do, they are finally able to experience the fame and sweetness of success. its like a reflection of reality (but not entirely). you will succeed if u work hard and believe in yourself. so i guess thats why idols act as a source of hope for some people. i did for me. and i have also read accounts where an elf almost committed suicide but it was suju for brought her back to life or sth like that. it does sound over dramatic but i believe its real. there must be something which the elf had seen in suju.

interesting. very interesting. this kpop idol relationship. haha. idk what im doing again. im supposed to get lunch and study and yea.

happy aprils to all those out there and stay healthy~! ^^

Labels: bts, friends, idols, korea, kpop, life, marriage, school, study, suju, wedding

Tuesday, October 09, 2012

@ 12:22 AM

hello.

idk what i wanna blog first. but anw its my sis's birthday today!! :D ok... more like yesterday since its like passed 12 now. XD haha. anw she told me that someone complimented on the hairband which i gave her since she wore it too sch today XD haha ^^v imma happy with my choice of hairband~

sat went to yeouido with the gang to watch fireworks! i cant believed what i saw~~~ T.T all of the fireworks were so amazing~ its like as if u were sucked to another magical place. they are so pretty~ and especially when they lit the hangang bridge with fireworks im like woa~~~~ and all of them were so big and bright and colourful. words cant describe how i felt like honestly. so yea. go watch the videos which i posted on my fb. XD haha. i have more but i didnt upload them. though those 2 were the best ^^

yesterday went to gangnam to watch the free kpop concert. and lol got warned by the guard to not run. oops. XD haha. i think its a thing. like how i always get screamed in the face by guards in sg as well. haha. oh well. i guess im fine with it already. haha. then omg. so lucky to actually go infront of the stupid screen which they constructed because they are nearly blocking everybody's view. and in the end they are not even screening it =.=

finally saw snsd first time in my life~!!!! ALL OF THEM SO PRETTY ESP TIFFANY! OMG. T.T i cry happy. and they came so front to the extended stage. and so its suju. esp ryeowook. HE CAME TO MY SIDE AGAIN. LIKE SUPER CLOSE. EVEN CLOSER THAT TIME SS2 IN SINGAPORE. OMG. T.T its my ryeowook feels all came back~~~~ and i finally see kangin in real life T.T feel like crying now. omg. the 13 boys~ though its not 13 now.. but yea... XD god. and leeteuk. he just looks so smiley as usual. XD haha. happy leader. glad i saw him one more time before he enlists ^^v and eunhyuk dam handsome. idk why. maybe its the dancer/rapper feel~ like hoya. haha.

after that there was dbsk also. ^^v though not a cassie but im super amazed by their comeback song 'catch me' its so addictive and the choreography was simply amazing. the extended arms and wild dancing. haha. i like (Y) then they sang keep yr head down and at that part me and dixxon were like 'WAE WAE WAE!' XD haha.

oh yea. snsd sang gee, hoot, oh, the boys, mr taxi and im so happy. GEE! OMG. CAN U IMAGINE. DIES. and suju sang superman, opera, sorry sorry, bonamana, mr simple and sfs. me die happy too. and dbsk sang rising sun i think. lol. sorry cassies... i really dk dbsk songs. :/ haha. thanks dixxon for filming majority of the fancams and pics. haha. cos he needed my cam and i needed his height. (Y) there was sth wrong with his cam like it wont retract and so yea. he sent it to gangnam to fix it today.

anw midterms are over and i saw my results (Y) really thank god. praise the lord. should i announced it?? hehe. ^^v i know one should be humble but yea~ hehe. 100-1.1= my score. HAHAHA. XD

ok. new day and new lessons and new textbooks.... sian. need spend money again. but yea. HWAITING!!! :D come on! lets pray that dixxon and i get the tics for sat's simply kpop!!!!

Labels: dance, dbsk, eun hyuk, fireworks, friends, gangnam festival concert, korean, kpop, life, results, ryeo wook, snsd, snu, suju, yeouido

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

@ 9:35 PM

keep calm and point your toes

hello.
its wed and yea.. lol. i guess this shall be the blog post before i go for work tmr. XD haha. i had my first 2nd tutee lesson today. omg. i swear shes so distracted. LOL. gg. no offence but i hate handling such kids. waa.... make me cannot teach properly. and this will result me in feeling guilty when receiving my pay cos its like im not fully doing my job. zzz plus the mother is freaking nice and all but omg. i actually planned for today's lesson which was supposedly chinese and math and i thought i could at least go through finish with her but no way could i have done that. T.T IDK WHAT TO DO NOW.... she just doesnt like studying and lazy to think and apparently hates math and science too unlike my the other tutee who is honest and hardworking and math is her only weak point. lol. i sound like im bitching abt my tutees. no im not. im just complaining abt the difference in attitude they have towards learning. *sigh...*

still remember that time during bacc service, mrs soong gave my class this ang bao which she had written 'ATTITUDE IS A SMALL THING THAT MAKES A BIG DIFFERENCE'. definitely true. lol. i kinda miss her. XD and pat sum. oh man. and the teachers who had taught sb1. :x #ac-schoolsick

and i just tried on my florist uniform. XD haha. im WOMAN IN BLACK. WIB~ ^^v actually its just black polo, black pants and my black sneakers. plus my (imitation) red fred perry backpack. XD haha! im sooo gonna stand out cos of its redness~ and i asked my mum to buy me a bento box in taiwan. LOL. haha i intend to save $$$ on meals when i work. *sigh..* money is really not easily earn. waa.. let me rant a bit more. i feel like stabbing myself when i was teaching my first tutee today. i think if i really cannot tank i may just quit. *peace. kk... the money saved up its gonna be used for my uni tuition fee so better save more!

recently i got hook to infinite. XD reminded me of the time when i was hooked to suju. haha. must be amelia's and cass's fault. they kept telling me abt infinite. and ive been watching 'sesame player' by them XD haha so cute~ ^^

this is Hoya~ real name lee ho won. 1991. 2 YEARS OLDER THAN ME! lol. kk. auditioned for superstar k but eliminated. main rapper and lead dancer and vocalist. i kinda think he looks like ryeo wook? not the built but the face and the single eyelid. actually he looks more like xiah junsu from jyj/dbsk. hes 2cm taller than ryeowook. ;D

check out the define jaw line ^^v

lol. im fangirling already. he and dong woo are such a cute couple in infinite! ^^ ppl call them the yadong couple. sounds wrong cos yadong means porn in korean XD HAHA! then they made sungjeong said it in sesame player which caused a huge uproar cos hes the maknae. XD hehe. hope they will come singapore~ ^^ HAHA! lol. if not i fly to korea.

kk. i think im gonna write my new year's resolution tmr or sth. if im not tired from cutting stalks and cleaning flowers. XD hehe. im really quite excited for work! ^^ hopefully it will turn out fine and may God watch over me and Lingli as well who will be going for her interview at taka as well~ ^^ postitive attitude opens the optimistic path in your life! HWAITING! JAJAJA~!

HOYA AND RYEOWOOK! LESS THAN 3! ^^

btw running man dam addictive. MONDAY COUPLE!~ ^^

inspirted elf~

Labels: dance, dong woo, elfs, florist, flowers, ho ya, hoya, infinite, inspirit, kim ryeo wook, lee ho won, running man, suju, super junior

Sunday, November 21, 2010

@ 8:41 PM

i love this picture
'hi lingli!' 'hi jou teng' :D

hello.
i intend to change my blog layout to this pic the next time. :D but its vertical... so i gotta think how to fill up the rest of the space.

went out with my sis to ceni today to use the $5 frolick voucher XD haha. went to walk around ceni and taka. i told myself yesterday im not gonna step into town for a long time and here i am the next day. *sigh* heeren is freaking empty again. lol. after the mass queueing yesterday XD haha.

and i dont get why teachers can get so anal. wth. i thought ____ teachers were bad enough.. apparently there are worse. arent u'll human as well?!! yea. and i hate it when ppl just cannot think straight man. wts. why must i be there when i have practically nth to do? huh? always say make use of time so ok la.. i go for my cca during that time got prob is it? wts. i hope they are kind tmr though. *prays hard*

ok. ogl interview on tues. WHO IS GOING ON TUES?!!! i need company... T.T

*from here onwards i will be talking abt the queuing on ss3 tics* :D

so cass and i went to queue. thinking abt it now i feel like a crazy person. :x but nvm i got the tic :D oh yea. a reporter interviewed me. LOL. im serious. shes from 'the new paper' and she asked me what are some of my concerns for queuing at heeren. then i was like 'just hope it doesnt rain'. after that she asked for my name and the convo was dam funny.

reporter: may i have yr name?
me: miss tan
reporter: eng name?
me: i dont have one
reporter: oh. then can i have yr full name?
me: erm. is it gonna appear on the news?
reporter: yea. its going on the newspaper
me: oh but can i dont put my real name?
reporter: yea. then just fake a name

LOL!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. ok. get ready to see my fake name on the new paper XD cass said shes gonna tell me when it comes out on the new paper haha. joke man.

yea. and everybody shopping there were like staring at us and got this guy came over and asked what we were queuing for and i said 'super show 3' then he was like 'oh!' and he went to tell his fren then the fren was like 'oh. super show. super junior. dunno who they are but some korean idols' LOL. yes. wts. u know what ss3 but u dont know suju. *facepalm*

oh oh!!! and they really provided us with f&N drinks. haha. they are so cute!!! the guys were like carrying the drink dispenser on their back and it has this hose like thing which shoots the drink out. haha! i wanted to take a photo of them but yea. its embarrassing. XD and i should stop taking photos of random strangers. XD

i would rank this queuing thing 4.5/5 this time round. compared to beg's and shinee's. shinee's was the worst. zomg. bad experience. beg one was quite organised but suju's one was better :D (Y) i didnt give the max cos the speed of the tic sales was super slow. snail speed. although there were 5 counters its freaking slow. and its very humid and everything. but the security guards were really nice!!! ^^ and they joke with us. haha.

oh yea. the 100.3 dj came over as well. haha. hes so funny. when this grp of elfs ignored him he was like very sad XD haha. cos i was listening to it live on my phone and then its very funny XD haha. yup. this queue sure has a lot of media attention. XD

my ss3 tic! :D
*flails around*

Labels: school, ss3, suju, super junior

Saturday, November 20, 2010

@ 10:46 PM

사과. 감사합니다친구

thanks so much my dear friend
4 more months

hello.
i am so freaking tired. queued from 8pm to the next day 12pm. worst experience. not gonna do it again. but its worthwhile because.....

I GOT SUPER SHOW 3 MOSH PIT TICKET!!!! :D

cost my savings. *sigh* im broke. seriously. but whatever. the things we do for suju. and had a nice chat with gordan today :) TALK TO U SOON! and at least u know where bt panjang is unlike janan =.=

ok. off to bed. freaking tired.

oh yea and i just came back from musical evening. (Y) was great. saw lao shi! <3

Labels: apple, musical evening, ss3, suju, super junior, super show 3

about

you think you know me.

hi my name is Jou Teng and i think koreans are haawt. ;)
i like to eat man tou and drink bubble tea

I was an 엘프 (E.L.F.)
i still take note of 려욱 here and there

호야 from 인피니트 is my new bias. 111228. 리더규 is my 2nd. 3rd Official Inspirit ∞

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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

I love Crescent and im and old girl of ACJC. I love AC Dance Society and my class. I love my og kids and i definitely love my own OGLS. MIZU AND ZURG!

I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

Always keeping the faith.
항상신년울간직해라.

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