hello.
so here we go again~~~~ haha. i finally got the acceptance letter that i got my dorm on campus~! yay! hehe. ^^v anw i was one of the most kiasu students to actually go and apply for the dorm when it just strikes 12am in kst. LOL.

so i just did the telegraphic transfer for my dorm money. and had a health check up with xray. it was only $30. O__O idk why my sis one was like $75. maybe cos mine was smaller scale. haha. anw yea after that went to search for gift for my mum. its her birthday today! :D haha. then yea got her a necklace and after that starting looking around for new laptops around courts and harvey norman. now i have shortlisted several brands and models. most likely getting asus or lenovo. then again i think its most likely asus because it has global warranty so yup. korea is part of it XD

the stuff now im left with is to get a bank statement and my d4 visa. after which before i leave i have to go and deactivate my singtel phone plan before i leave sg. i just realised i shouldnt have worked so long btw 11 aug to 19 aug :/ dam scared i cannot settle my visa on time. then cannot really spend time with my frens/family as much as i expected. le sigh~ jebal~

today is nearly over but at least i settled 2 of my to do list.

2/3 aug: bank statement (wait for letter acceptance to arrive) to apply for visa.
2 aug: study. pack. collect medical report and send to snu.
3 aug: 1045 collect hoya pc (LOL) dinner with c3 clique
4 and 5 aug: study. collect bank statement. pack. study.
6 aug  (hopefully my letter have arrived by then): apply for visa.study.
7 aug: alternate btw 6 and 7.
8 aug: study pack filming. 
9: aug
10 aug: collect visa.
11-19 aug: WORK D:
20-24 aug: last days in sg. 

die. i shouldnt have said i could work so long. gg. maybe like only one week only. gg. shit why i always do stuff like that. OH GOD. better pray that my letter acceptance comes by this sat if not im screwed. for life. lol. not for life. but... screwed. gg shit. and hopefully the korean embassy will be kind to me. please pray for me D:

anw yesterday while i was on my way home outside the taka bus stop suddenly this auntie asked me which bus goes to tiong bahru. but according to my experience the buses at the bus stop will actually be traveling actually opposite direction from where tiong bahru would actually be at. so if i recalled correctly back in my crescent days u can take 132/111 and it will bring u to at least redhill after which u can take a train to tiong. so yea. i told to walk to the bus stop opposite. oh shit. i think i told her wrong thing. now that i recall abt it. ARGHHH. omg. die. anw the point is that i should have at least walked with her to the bus stop. she was carrying 2 heavy bags of idk what they are but they looked heavy. seriously :/ shit i feel dam guilty now. i wasnt even rushing home or anything T.T mianhe~~~ i hoped she had at least safe and sound now. mianhe~~~

yup. and uhhh.... yea. god. have u seen infinite's summer concert teaser? sungyeol looks dam sexy. LOL. esp when he looks so fluffy when he looked into the camera. XD bias ruiner. dongwoo is a bias ruiner too. haha. anw what else. i also wanna buy some gifts for my 5 years math tutor before i leave but idk leh.. is it weird ar? weiliang is it weird? XD haha.

i wanted to say sth but i forgot. anw.... im gonna go collect my medical report tmr after that can just send directly to snu yup. hope everything will go well! :D

oh yea. t-ara issues! i need to share my views abt this. honestly i think i have been quite an 'on' t-ara fan but after seeing all the rumours and hwayoung being kicked out. i just feel that kkm must be quite horrible at protecting his girls. and he actually sucked at it. why lie? just tell the truth. all the netizens have already turned their back at u so no matter what u said its just gonna be considered as lies. thats not how u run an entertainment company dude. i think theres like a hurricane going on btw kkm, t-ara and their trainees down there. confirm. i kinda support hwayoung now despite not knowing if the bullying one is true or not but i believed that kicking her out of t-ara would do so much grp for her. she's a talented rapper and i think she and her sis hyoyoung could comeback just with the 2 of them as a duo. im sure the k fans would support them a lot. and honestly my image is totally ruined. i even have 2 of their full length albums. sigh... :/ so yea. stay strong hwayoung! :D

beast's beautiful night~~~

Labels: friends, infinite, korea, kpop, lee seong yeol, life, snu, t-ara

hello.
time for thoughts again LOL. anw today after i met cass, went home to chill~ and i just happened to switch to this tv channel showing the reality tv show of 'miss little perfect' it was like a child beauty pageant held in us. so i was like 'ok... lets see what they are gonna show'

so apparently its a child beauty contest. i swear those little girls looked... fake. sorry. they dont look 6/7 or more like their age. their costumes were super bling and were wearing super thick make up. i really felt like as if i were watching those kind of stereotype shows. there are actually mothers who are willing to spend more than thousands to get their daughter the 'right' dress/swimsuit whatever. a bit too much dont u think? lucky the girl won overall as the winner if not i think the mum is gonna flip table after spending so much money.

anw i just felt kinda disturbed by this show. exposing kids so young to the idea that appearance is everything in the world. honestly, they are young. those who didnt win are just gonna think that the judges didnt pick me because im not pretty enough. and then what? they just gonna spend so much time/effort trying to improve their appearance. maybe it will cos them to have self-esteem somehow... those who won good for them. idk i just felt so ___. i cant seem to find the right word to describe how i feel. i was talking to my sis abt it and she kinda felt the same too. its like i got the feeling when they grow up they are just gonna be quite materialistic. :/ cos the top 5 girls all spent huge amt of money on their costumes, hair, make up and more.

another point is that there was this girl whose family isnt as well off as the rest of the contestants and her mum had to hand make this dress for her. i think she stands out much more than the rest. it was simple and classy. nth to showy and just idk.. pure.. innocent. le sigh~ so u see how money makes a different here as well. to be able to afford extravagant costumes in order to win. and relations too. the winner had a sort of 'family line' of pageants so she kinda had a coach for her pageant training, make up artiste and her mum did her hair. its just wow. and there was like mini-tension btw the girls backstage. for some reason i just thought the next scene may be a few of them cat fighting. i think i watched to many times 'mean girls' already. i like that show btw XD  idkk... LOL. kk ignore me~ just know that appearance isnt everything.

met cass at plaza sing too. THANKS SO MUCH~ haha. dam sweet of her. she gave me a pair of sock (lol) to keep me warm in korea, a blessing book! <3 and a few bible quotes thing. idk what do u call that... lol. its just like how she gave me those bible quotes magnets the other time. gomawo~ ^^ and 2 bottles of body lotion~ whoot whoot~ plus everything is in blue. LOL. i like blue but... lol. everything seems so blue. XD

and i just read the whole t-ara twitter issue. woa. i didnt know abt hwayoung... so scary. i wonder how she even dealt with such situation. honestly i admit i didnt quite like her addition into the group back then. i just felt that she just had to steal more screen time/lines from qri and boram who already had so little lines.but now i really beg to differ and apologise~ she's really good in rapping and i think she had improved so much back in the yayaya days. so yea. and if the original members were really mean to her.. i would have just felt quite disappointed in them. :/ jiyeon and eunjung were like my bias in t-ara... just weird. if what they did were true.. its just quite mean and unprofessional of them. :/ idk. heck. just hope that hwayoung recovers quickly asap. hwaiting. lets just wait for what the ceo of ccm have to say first.

and london olympics shijak! ^^

Labels: friends, kpop, life, london olympics 2012, t-ara

Labels: a level, brown eyed girls, chemistry, cry cry, geog, kpop, physics, secret, snsd, t-ara, wondergirls

hello.
this is gonna be the last week of school left in ac and im gonna be quite sad... but then the thing is that on bacc.. i have to stay back for phy mocks. zzz. so its like maybe i will cry during bacc? and then after that i will go and calm myself and continue doing phy. LOL. whos those idiots who chose thurs?!!! ROAR!

i need to do this before i graduate:
- climb backgate (I MUST DO THIS!)
- try the rest of the food i havent try in the canteen before
- take photo with the smiley
- have a late night piano performance at the lobby.. by myself LOL
- squeeze entire 2SB1 into the lift
- cherish my every morning with the dancers at table

i guess thats bout it? *sighh.. i need to learn how to climb backgate. i wanted to do it since last year but i still didnt get to do it T.T and now im graduating. i always see ppl ninja-climb the gate and im truly amazed by them. *thumbs up*

anw.. i liked the graphic that i made. ^^ its so yeon from t-ara! i kinda followed the album concept and i used the box box thing similar to the album. haha. i think this was the first female kpop group album that i have. yup. i like the purple tattoo like thing at the back and i discovered a new skill at ps. hahahahaha.. imma proud of myself. XD

oh yea. this week i found out that there was actually this korean scholarship being offered but then the dateline is like tmr. zzz. i only saw it on wed or sth and im so freaking pissed. its like scholarship. OMG. to snu, yonsei and even korea uni. T.T nvm... i shall just take it that im not meant to be a scholar XD

haha. tmr is the last chapel in ac. gonna cherish it ^^

Labels: acjc, graduation, graphic, school, so yeon, t-ara

kk. im gonna be a mugger. MUGGER. IM A MUGGER. CHEM PHY MATH GEOG GP I HEART U GUYS!

Labels: acjc, geog, korean, prelims, roly poly, school, t-ara

t-ara's comeback!! ^^ yay! im loving the new song even though the mv is quite alright. XD

Labels: t-ara, why are you being like this, 왜이러니

bored. hence, a siggy done.
off to slack study. hehe.

oh yea. and ive been thinking what i want to do after a's. and i think i can make it happen. :)

Labels: qri, t-ara

Labels: hyo min, t-ara

practicing my photoshop skills. hehe. nice? haha i think a bit too yellow... yea. anw click on it for better view :D
tut from swimchick.net. that site is pure awesomeness <3
OH!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUNHYUK FROM SUPER JUNIOR! ^^

Labels: eun hyuk, lee hyuk jae, photoshop, school, so yeon, super junior, t-ara

hello!

i know this is kinda late but happy april's fool! XD haha. sch was so funny during assembly. cos its like usually before the singing of nation anthem and pledge there will be this guy who will come out and shout the command for us to stand. and then yesterday there were like 3 guys and each of them actually shouted 1 part of the command and it was super funnny!!!!!!! XDD and then the choir sang at different part of the stage and they actually said the pledge in chinese!!! hahahhaa

not alot of prank actually happened yesterday... lol. haha i was kinda expecting sth funny would happen XD hehe. yea. i thought yesterday during phy spa was quite retarded. we were doing this cooling experiment where u have to record down the temp of the water in the copper can at regular interval. and ure suppose to stir the water constantly too. yea. then tim was at my left and ling li was on my right. after awhile when mr twang came over to check and then he was talking to tim . i think tim wasnt really paying attention and then after that idk what he did but he knocked over the copper can and all the water spilled out. lol yea so he had to collect more hot water and start over again where he last recorded his temp. then its like i was quite sian of stirring and i was lying my head on the table and then idk what happened to me too.. i knocked my copper can too >< wth. lol. then ryan was like 'jou teng also ar?! XD' haha. but nvm i had enough recordings le so its ok :D

yea. then i had dance. :D was still practicing miss wee's dance and then zaki had the choreo audition. all of them did well! <3 love kelly's dance A LOT! OMG SHES JUST DAM PRO. honestly i think she dances better than hyuna XD hahaha. no offense though but the choreo and the music just matched perfectly ^^ oh yea and CONGRATS TO THE CHOREOGRAPHERS THAT GOT THEIR DANCE CHOSEN!!! i think its really great cos they really put in a lot of effort in it. yup. after that actually sharon and i wanted to stay back for m.u.t.s. but its like its weird to suddenly watch the movie from the middle and im kinda lost. so yea ended up going to holland v with sharon geraldine tim pauline sunwoo zeus and shang kai. then at the bus stop sunwoo and i were like totally high from kpop and i found out that he likes t-ara too! haha. he likes jiyeon ^^ 2nd fave member for me XD anw we waited for the bus for freaking long and then when it came it was packed with ppl that the bus didnt even stop! yea so we walked to the bus stop at the mrt station and met shang kai there and then after that we took 74 to somewhere near holland v and walked there. wanted to eat at swensens but theres alot of ppl so we went back to subway. yea. ate the everyday value meal cos i was broke. i had less than $10. XD hehe. anw i love subway cookie <3 nice! we talked abt some funny stuff and oh yea! i found out that zeus actually stays so near me!! lol nearer than regina! XD haha. anw took bus home with him.

so fast and its fri again! next week im going for acsian theatre's 'as you like it'! haha tim let sharon and i listened to some part of the songs and i prefer the forest one lol. anw hoped all the dancers involved in the production to take care of their health! TIM CLEO SHAOMIN ADA JOSH i saw their schedule and its like really hectic! from next week onward their prac is like from 9 to 6 everyday. omg. its not even syf! yea. anw all the best to them~

and sat is crescent's speech day!!! whoots!!! <3 cant wait to go back! ^^

Labels: ac dance, april's fool, as you like it, crescent, dance, dance outing, school, speech day, t-ara

hello! ^^
dance prac yesterday was pure awesome-ness! <3 at first we had our warm ups and then after that we learnt like to how to do the proper pi-kay(?) XD idk how to spell it. yea anw i think its dam cool. its like u learn it properly and u can spin totally straight all the way. :D instructor, ms wee, dam pro! then we had to do 4 pikays, then 3 super fast ou tu and then some super pro jump. erm. i think its sth like da tiao. anw i was already giddy at the ou tu part already XD i lost my spotting. haha.

then we did lifts :D its like the guy lifts the girl.. those kind of lifts.. yea. anw i got paired up with tim cos of our height. im like heng is him cos i know him. if not it will be so awkward with other ppl. anw we did the basic lift first. i screamed when he lifted me. cos i didnt expect it to be so high XD haha! but its really fun! ^^ then the next one was to lift and put me on his right shoulder. like sit there. we failed for the first 2 tries cos tim didnt lift me high enough to put me on his shoulder. lol. sounded like as if im a small toy or sth XD haha. anw when we finally succeeded he LET GO OF MY HAND! OMG! TIM MY LIFE CAN!!!! i know u are happy but im still like on yr shoulder =.= lol. then we ended up like half falling down because when he realised he let go of me.. i was panicking already. >< and we tried again. and the same thing happened. *sigh* after which is the 3rd one which is to lift me up and catch me in mid air. this part dam awkward so i shant talked abt it. and i think i banged tim's toe. oops. sorry. but i injured my heel at the same time ok.. anw sorry >< we somewhat succeeded in the end but it wasnt really good. trying again next fri XD yea. so yesterday was really a great experience for me :D

just now i talked to regina on the phone for 1.5hr. HAHA! i didnt know it was that long as well. lol. and we have decided to call each other every week to update ourselves whats going on. AND YAY! REGINA WANTS TO COME TO FUN-O-RAMA BUT SHE HAS TO FIND A CRESCENTIAN, PREFERABLY A DANCER! lol. ok. jocelyn just go to fun-o-rama with her! XD *hopes she finds some one* haha..

kk. sch's alright for now. but the tutorial and pe part sucks. like really. omg. i dont know how to do chem tutorial!!!!!! T.T some weird redox thing.. oxidation state is love but complicated redox qns are horrible! and for pe i ran 2 rounds ard the track for warm up. after that did 2 sets of crunches and push ups. and i ran another round. sucks. and apparently its gonna tougher as the year goes on. crap. i want swim pe. you just swim. its better than running. i hate running. i suck at running. gahhh... theres another land pe before swim pe. hope it rains :D


haha kk. its really late now. and t-ara's 너 때문에 미쳐 (i go crazy because of you) is awesome!!!!! listen listen! ^^

neo ddae mun e mi chyeo T-ARA!!!

Labels: chemistry, dance, i go crazy because of you, kpop, lifts, t-ara, 너 때문에 미쳐

if i have a puppy and its brown, i will name it cookie
if i have a kitty and its hyaku-look-alike, i will name it ___
i havent thought of it.. lol. shall put on hold first XD

i got lazy typing my fic. haish.... i shall attempt to finish it tmr.

im liking tiara's songs. its really awesome! their absolute first album is nice esp the 2nd song 처음처럼! haha. bo beep is irritatingly nice! XD

and i exercised today! yay! lol. i did crunches! is that how u spell? lol. nvm.
and im 80% done with chu~! ^^ my next dance shall be 2pm's i hate u!

whee~ ^^

Labels: 2pm, pet, t-ara, tiara