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Friday, August 24, 2012

@ 10:10 PM

hello.
so yup its today. or technically speaking its tmr morning XD haha. honestly speaking everything seems so surreal and i really cant believe this.

seems like i have come so far just to make my way to korea to study. honestly speaking ever since i began to have the ability to have thoughts, i've always wanted to go overseas to study, be it america, uk etc. and now abt 2 years ago i have finally come to realise that it was korea. lol sounds so cliche now but heck. XD

i have always doubt that i will be able to achieve this dream cos u know my parents definitely were against my decisions. i cant blame them of course. im a girl. im 18 going on 19. ive nv been to korea. ive been living in a super well protected shelter for the past 18 years which im really grateful for. yea... and then comes the money issues. its nth that huge but just felt really guilty for it when my parents have to pay my fees. hence ive been working my ass off since the start of the year. there were definitely times when i felt like giving up and just conform to being a 'normal' girl.

thank you peiru. really. really. the unbias smses and advices and letters. pls take care when ure in canada too. and though this sounds delusional and stupid. but uhh.. thank you lee howon :), for making me believe that a person's dreams should really be chased after. hence hes my bias. lol.

and all those frens who told me how proud and jealous they were when i told them im going to korea and actually study im really keen in. i mean its what i wanna do and if the world really ends this year its just such a waste to be not able to do sth which u actually wanted. yea. another 4 years in local uni then to korea. heck no. and maybe im really courageous. idk. hopefully i am XD haha.

all this just come to remind me again what i have been planning and fighting for for the past 2 years. kpop definitely pushes it but i shant be a slacky/crazy fangirl who only cares abt idols. have to study real hard and get scholarship. ^^v yup. i really aim to get an A every level. i know its hard but why cant i dare to dream abt it. XD kk. to get an a is like 95% and a pass is 70% in snu so im like omg gonna mug like shit~~~ haha. but its kk. im just gonna try my best and do well ^^v

hopefully i will send all u readers(lol) out there a snail mail asap once i reach there. i think my blog views will shoot up when i update. LOL. XD HAHAHA. i will try to get whatsapp and tweet more. idk. i mean im dam active on twitter so i think maybe communicating there may be better. XD haha. anw we shall see ^^

if u guys need anything like polaroid films/ albums/ fan sign(i try to ballot for it XD no gurantees though)/ cosmetics, feel free to tell me. i will ship to most likely belle's house (for shiki ppl) and regina's house(c3/g2 clique) or my house then u come collect. LOL. why do i feel like im running a business. XD anw yea. dont shy~ good things are meant to be shared. XD

hmmm what else. i just got notified that my flight got delayed (thanks weiliang- idk how in the world u are more concern for my flight than i am LOL) to 340am. sianz. idk. u can sms me now. or sth. OH YEAH. i will be deactivating my phone until i return next year so yea. dont sms me. will tell my dad to deactivate the line on most probably 1st sep. thanks.

and if guys are coming to korea anytime soon pls tell me kk!!! can bring u around seoul and if lucky enough we go queue for mnet countdown! hehehehehe. ^^v

what else. yea. definitely miss singapore food. my bed. my house. my family. my fishes which i dont really rear it. my frens who gave me so many awesome memories for the past week. xie xie ni men~
i love u guys~~~ *throw hearts*

lets just end of with a prayer. ha. i havent been praying often/recently *guilty*

Dear Lord

thanks so much for giving me the opportunity to be able to travel to korea to study. thank you for believing in me and all the blessings u have given me. All the family member and friends as well. Please bless them and shower them with your love and i also pray for the health, safety and happiness. I know that you have always been watching and protecting me from a far and i just want to thank you for that. To be able to receive love from you is also a blessing and im really grateful for that. I just want to pray that lord, you will watch over me as well when im in a different and whole new place for me, Korea. Allow me to adapt to the changes quickly and be independent. Obstacles may come and there will be times when im down, but i just wish that you will be there for me. Let me study with passion and sincerity and find more meaning into life and to serve you as well. To learn new things from new friends and teachers whom i will meet. And also to humbly pray that you will protect me from any harmful illnesses, pessimism and to be safe as well. Thank you so much for everything and in Jesus most precious name i pray.

AMEN!

love u ppl. hehe.

"For in him we live and move and exist." - Acts 17:28

Labels: family, friends, god, korea, life, snu, thank you

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hi my name is Jou Teng and i think koreans are haawt. ;)
i like to eat man tou and drink bubble tea

I was an 엘프 (E.L.F.)
i still take note of 려욱 here and there

호야 from 인피니트 is my new bias. 111228. 리더규 is my 2nd. 3rd Official Inspirit ∞

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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

I love Crescent and im and old girl of ACJC. I love AC Dance Society and my class. I love my og kids and i definitely love my own OGLS. MIZU AND ZURG!

I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

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