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Saturday, July 28, 2012

@ 9:25 PM

hello.
time for thoughts again LOL. anw today after i met cass, went home to chill~ and i just happened to switch to this tv channel showing the reality tv show of 'miss little perfect' it was like a child beauty pageant held in us. so i was like 'ok... lets see what they are gonna show'

so apparently its a child beauty contest. i swear those little girls looked... fake. sorry. they dont look 6/7 or more like their age. their costumes were super bling and were wearing super thick make up. i really felt like as if i were watching those kind of stereotype shows. there are actually mothers who are willing to spend more than thousands to get their daughter the 'right' dress/swimsuit whatever. a bit too much dont u think? lucky the girl won overall as the winner if not i think the mum is gonna flip table after spending so much money.

anw i just felt kinda disturbed by this show. exposing kids so young to the idea that appearance is everything in the world. honestly, they are young. those who didnt win are just gonna think that the judges didnt pick me because im not pretty enough. and then what? they just gonna spend so much time/effort trying to improve their appearance. maybe it will cos them to have self-esteem somehow... those who won good for them. idk i just felt so ___. i cant seem to find the right word to describe how i feel. i was talking to my sis abt it and she kinda felt the same too. its like i got the feeling when they grow up they are just gonna be quite materialistic. :/ cos the top 5 girls all spent huge amt of money on their costumes, hair, make up and more.

another point is that there was this girl whose family isnt as well off as the rest of the contestants and her mum had to hand make this dress for her. i think she stands out much more than the rest. it was simple and classy. nth to showy and just idk.. pure.. innocent. le sigh~ so u see how money makes a different here as well. to be able to afford extravagant costumes in order to win. and relations too. the winner had a sort of 'family line' of pageants so she kinda had a coach for her pageant training, make up artiste and her mum did her hair. its just wow. and there was like mini-tension btw the girls backstage. for some reason i just thought the next scene may be a few of them cat fighting. i think i watched to many times 'mean girls' already. ~~i like that show btw~~ XD idkk... LOL. kk ignore me~ just know that appearance isnt everything.

met cass at plaza sing too. THANKS SO MUCH~ haha. dam sweet of her. she gave me a pair of sock (lol) to keep me warm in korea, a blessing book! <3 and a few bible quotes thing. idk what do u call that... lol. its just like how she gave me those bible quotes magnets the other time. gomawo~ ^^ and 2 bottles of body lotion~ whoot whoot~ plus everything is in blue. LOL. i like blue but... lol. everything seems so blue. XD

and i just read the whole t-ara twitter issue. woa. i didnt know abt hwayoung... so scary. i wonder how she even dealt with such situation. honestly i admit i didnt quite like her addition into the group back then. i just felt that she just had to steal more screen time/lines from qri and boram who already had so little lines.but now i really beg to differ and apologise~ she's really good in rapping and i think she had improved so much back in the yayaya days. so yea. and if the original members were really mean to her.. i would have just felt quite disappointed in them. :/ jiyeon and eunjung were like my bias in t-ara... just weird. if what they did were true.. its just quite mean and unprofessional of them. :/ idk. heck. just hope that hwayoung recovers quickly asap. hwaiting. lets just wait for what the ceo of ccm have to say first.

and london olympics shijak! ^^

Labels: friends, kpop, life, london olympics 2012, t-ara

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