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Wednesday, October 23, 2013

@ 8:19 PM

너야.

hello.

and so yesterday we had lesson on destiny and those kind of stuff. superstition and whether we believe in our destiny and fate between people. and until today when i had to do my essay for that particular lesson it just occurred to me about how i felt about destiny and fate.

and yesterday i found out that i got rejected by yonsei. im disappointed honestly speaking but after reflecting and thinking why i didnt get a slot in yonsei i thought to myself if there were more which i could do to salvage a position in the school. yes of course. i should have put in more details and pay more attention to my essays perhaps. and asked for a recommendation from one of my teachers. that was one of my worry and it came true. sucks.

anw my point is that its destiny isn't it? i believe that the moment you were born or even before u were born, your destiny had already been decided and its right there. maybe im just not meant to be a student of yonsei uni. documents submitted and everything and its all up to the dept in which u applied for to decide the fate of your application. and here i used the term fate because there is really nothing u can do once u have done all u could have. rejection. or approval. ddak 50% chance.

and recently while skyping with weiliang he told me that people should not just believe entirely on their destiny or rely on fate as an excuse or anything. that i agree to a certain extent too. but then again on certain issues on what i mentioned above just like the uni applications, theres nth u can do except to wait for your results and receive the final judgement(?) or something like that. /englishdeterioratinglikesuperfastomgtoomuchkoreaneverydaynowthoughishouldntcomplainaboutthatlol

im worried about other schools which i've applied for of course and im just gonna pray real hard in getting the school i want. please pray for me as well~ T^T

and then it comes to issue of fate. people come and go in my life and im glad that there are friends that i have known who had stuck with me for a long time and we are still contacting and talking to each other. im grateful for them and i want to continue my friendship with them forever. and then it all boils to next year. some of the jap unnies that ive known are most probably gonna go back to japan for awhile before they come back either to get a job or study their masters degree here in seoul. and just yea and other friends going back to hometown or just because they are exchange students and are gonna leave.

its life. sad to say. i know i should stop all this emo shit and all that im feeling and brace myself for the even more challenging stuff up ahead installed for me. hwaiting!

if things happen twice, its gonna happen again right?

John 4:18

Labels: faith, friends, god, korea, life, school, seoul

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