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Saturday, July 20, 2013
@ 12:42 AM

cause you are my destiny

hello. 
im glad to say that the performance with rose went well. first time during that awkward rehearsal with ppl streaming in into the audience it was rather bad because i didnt do my steps properly. the wolf part was weird and the light was just like hitting my eyes like urgh. the stage wasnt a proper stage so yea. i cant blame them for it. 

anw im thankful for my friends who cheered and shouted for me! ^^ cos i didnt see the audience properly due to the lights but i definitely heard dixxon and peldon. LOL. those 2 are so striking! esp peldon cos she was sitting near the stage and was like cheering for almost every performance. but yea. haha. it was a rather enjoyable experience. ^^ really gonna miss rose and her goofiness after this semester ends. 

and i wanted to take an hour nap but it turned out i took a 3hr nap today and im still feeling sleepy right now. lol. idk why. i think im really tired and stressed out by the perf and topik this week. cant wait for topik to end. but i know soon after my finals gonna come so fast again.... sobs. 

and omg. idk but i find so many things so annoying these days. i think cos im stressed out and freaking out for no reason. firstly im very thankful to my friends because when they think korea they think of me and they like to ask me things about korea. but i really find it very stressful and annoying when ppl ask me what to do in seoul. and thats it. what do u expect me to answer? 

firstly i have to say im never a good tour guide so do not expect me to suggest u awesome places in seoul. please please please do ur research before asking me. u can ask me for recommendation regarding certain places or my opinions about certain issues but dont just ask me without putting in any effort. its very annoying. im the kind of girl who likes to stay at home and do my own stuff and on certain occasions going out with friends for meals and chasing idols as well. but thats it. im not like a very happening person so yea. and it sucks when ppl take me for granted. 

another thing is regarding my classmates who are going to apply for snu as well. once again im glad u turn to me for help when u need it. im really willing to help but when i see u asking me for even the slightest thing which im very freaking sure u can do it yrself im gonna be pissed. being level 4 which is the same level as me im very sure u can navigate on the sch's korean website very well and find the materials u need for the application. and same goes for topik. i feel like ppl tend to take advantage of me when they know that i know both eng and chinese. they just rely on me like its supposed to be.

im sorry i realised this is a rant post. call me a bitch i dont care. but i feel like i have enough sometimes. ppl ask me why i study so hard for korean when i can just get 70 marks and pass and get to the next level. they ask me why i need to get over 90. i dont come from a very rich family bg and so i try my best to get 90 and above for all my levels so when i reach level 6 the tuition fee will be waived. and then when ppl ask me about my marks and they found out i got over 90 they asked me how i do it. im like are u mad or what. i studied of course. i studied and hence thats why i did well. wth. after studying a new lang for almost a year now i came to the knowing that u cant force lang. u have to love it. 

and i hate it when i cant reject ppl. ok. enough. im done. im gonna openly say that im having my month of the time so im highly agitated right now. god. 

the most common regret is 
not living a life true to yourself.

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