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Sunday, August 31, 2014

@ 9:45 PM

hello.
today is the last day of the summer break and im gonna go back to school for my autumn sem. woa. i cant believe this 2 months of break had passed by so quickly. well. i think i pretty much made good use of this summer break and im glad it was a good 2 mths break ^^

well first i went back to sg after 1.5 years and it was really good to be back with my family and my close friends. eating the food which i really missed as well as going back to acjc. it was a really short 2 breaks back home and then i just went back to seoul.

i guess im really lucky to get to stay in kudt. how should i put this. i actually only thought of this around 2 days ago. back in sg where i was actually contemplating to actually stay or leave kudt many thoughts came to me. such as what if i leave, i can actually go back to def dance and dance there. but then again i realise going to def is definitely a good thing. but its the feeling about being as a team u know. like the friendships bond and the fun and struggle u have esp when u have rehearsals and overnight practices. thats the thing which i missed the most. i guess god realised what i needed the most and graciously allowed me to stay in kudt.

and thats when i think i began to treat dancing more seriously. we practice 3 hours for 3 times a week and through the stress to become better and stuff we go for extra hard training and self prac. it was tiring but the taste of slowly becoming better was really awesome. i could not free style. but i guessed through the numerous amount of dance battle and prac the seniors made us do i kinda admit i got a little battle. haha. im still not a good dancer. just a person who loves dancing trying to make it big into her life.

so yea basically i was just hanging out a lot in the student union building either doing penalty early as 8am in the morning and then later on going back at 2pm for regular prac. haha. dancing eating and sleeping. it was awesome. and i think one of the highlights was the summer mt which we went to the beach and for the first time i had so much fun. i think spending a lot of time with the koreans also kinda made my korean improved and i just felt more accepted and loved by those little 94/95s. haha XD im used to them calling me unnie and noona and theres just this feeling which u wanna take care of them when they call u that? XD haha idk.

and then there was the kkm dance battle which im proud to make it all the way to semi finals. haha. and thanks to that i think i kinda understood more how battle works. like u have to be prepared for different kind of music styles and always be prepared to get either a song that is not yr genre or a beat that may be too fast or too slow than the usual songs that u practise with. and through that i got to know daehwi sunbaenim and got closer to bomi as well. haha.

now we are just preparing for the ku dance battle with yonsei which is most likely happening on the 11st of oct? XD haha idk. yup as i was saying. i think god allowed me to remain in kudt because i need to know how to be humble. and money isnt everything. the thing i learnt from ppl in kudt with no background is that. they get the joy from dancing. i think i have been dancing for around... 8 years?? and that was the thing that got me started. like i felt free. i didnt care about how i look when i danced. but i think as u get more experienced in a sense u start to lose the very first motivation which pushes u all along. and remembering what hosung ssaem told me last time was that u should feel happy when u dance instead of being competitive towards others. like whats the use for it? u just get more stress from it. amen to that! so yup. i regain my motivation again. and it just pushes me to go harder. seeing ppl struggle with certain moves pushes me too. but i felt happy to be with these kudt dorks. lol. i swear sometimes they talk nonsense in the katalk grp chat.

so yea. its the new term tmr. and storytellers are all back in place ^^ cant wait to meet them for lunch tmr~~~!!

개강 다들 화이팅 합시다!!!!

Labels: autumn, dance, holiday, ku, kudt, summer

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hi my name is Jou Teng and i think koreans are haawt. ;)
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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

I love Crescent and im and old girl of ACJC. I love AC Dance Society and my class. I love my og kids and i definitely love my own OGLS. MIZU AND ZURG!

I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

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