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Sunday, May 25, 2014

@ 11:17 PM

오빠 안녕~! ^^

hello.

i went to church today and it rained today~ its been a long while since it last rained and felt kinda cool. despite the fact that after i came back to the dorm today i kinda knocked my toe against the edge of the wardrobe. i thought it was just a scratch and later when i looked down it was freaking bleeding and the cut was rather deep x__x god.... so painful. felt so stunned cos i think i have sth with blood. like cannot take it. as in not the crazy giddy kind but i felt like omg... blood coming out from my toe..... TT

and im done with my aca eng research paper and i just need to finalise and touch it up tmr. but im still stuck with the korean essay. why is it so difficult for me to say whats my future's partner criteria? its kinda like everything u know. like what u see in a person. as i was doing like the intro of the essay i kinda researched on naver and see what most koreans look out for and it turned out to be looks and wealth.. well... its not surprising judging at how koreans care about their looks so much. im not saying all koreans are like this but i have this feeling that koreans tend to talk abt dating someone and being in a relationship easily. i mean like for me i cant. ive known this girl who dated a guy for 3 days and then they broke up. i mean i wouldnt blame her too because its like the guy side confessed and liked her more. but after that 3 days she just felt that it wasnt right and so they broke off. well at least she did it before she ended u hurting the guy more. and like maybe a month later i heard from her again, shes dating a guy whom she liked more. hopefully things will end well for her.

so its like idg why some ppl can just give their 'heart'(?) so easily... like doesnt it take time for ppl to understand the other person and thats why theres always the 暧昧关系. yup. those ambiguous relationship is fun but i think after awhile u just get tired of it and just wanna end it. so u always end up with 2 options. either confess or just stop this whole thing thats going on. its always a 50% thing i guess. u either get rejected or if lady luck is on u the other party likes u too.

so idk what im talking right now. i just need to finish so many things by tues and wed. gg. hopefully everything will be fine. and the coming week its our KU school festival~! ^^ kudt seniors gonna perform on thurs night 8pm~! yay!!! ^^ i think waacking is a really pretty genre for dance but the fast hands waacking thing seems so tiring. omg. cannot. hiphop has been fun and i feel so sorry to inhye sunbaenim~! TT like the other time during that freestyle session thing she appointed me to come out to dance like twice~!?! but i ended up going back to the circle where my other dance mates were. for some reason i felt like i disappointed her TT and then after the entire thing ended and we were having our pizza session, she came to me and ask me to be daring and doing the next time. /sobs TT its so scary... u know the thing about freestyling its u have to be in yr basics. u gotta be strong in it and u can do it. well.. im not good enough so its so scary omg. but anw im gonna be 'performing(?)' with donggyu, jiyoon and bora after the actual kudt performance. its called 주점. i still dont understand the term for it. lol. like whats a jujeom???? i think its where ppl just form a circle and u perform. LOL. maybe... my terms... gonna ask yijae tmr. LOL.

BOOKED MY FLIGHT BACK TO SINGAPORE SO HAPPY~! ^^ but i think this time im just gonna spend more time with my family so... just gonna go back quietly lol and hopefully during the next break i can go back longer. ^^

Often times, those who fail the most

are those who will receive

the most success.

The failure is not important,

its what you do after failing that it.

Pastor Yoon 140525

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hi my name is Jou Teng and i think koreans are haawt. ;)
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I was an 엘프 (E.L.F.)
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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

I love Crescent and im and old girl of ACJC. I love AC Dance Society and my class. I love my og kids and i definitely love my own OGLS. MIZU AND ZURG!

I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

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