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Monday, April 22, 2013
@ 9:37 PM

we were meant to live for so much more

hello. 
as i was watching bailamos 2010 2011 it just hit me again sometimes how much i had been through back in ac dance. i miss them so much. the smelly studio as well. dam. 

usually when im in a dance and its recorded down i wont watch it. just because i dont think i did well in it. but as of just now i decided to watch perissotera. as i was watching the dance that candice and keefe created, i remembered how they actually gave me a chance to dance in it and im really really thankful for it. i think god is really amazing in his ways. ha. sometimes i just laughed to myself and wonder how come he can manage to plan everything so well it doesnt make sense. sigh. 

throughout the journey when i had been through the auditions and learning the choreography to rehearsing with the costumes, i remembered what candice said to all of us. 

we were meant to live for so much more.

actually i dont think i actually 'passed' the audition in a sense. because all before the bailamos prep i remembered candice coming to me and asking me if i wanted to be in a dance. i was kind of stunned that time because its candice. lols. seriously come on. all the ac dancers know out there that candice is one of the better few dancers in my batch and her asking me to be in her dance didnt make sense. like i was a supposed 'backed up' dancer for syf and its just kind of mindblown for me that time. and yea i took the chance she gave me. 

it was a tough choreography i must say. like fast beats and challenging choreography with some crazy lifts which i only succeeded one time and because of my incapability to do it they had to change it to sometimes easier. and i remembered why they chose this song. meant to live by switchfoot. it was meaningful. 

candice said to us that she hoped during our period together as peris she didnt wanna impose this 'burdensome' feeling on us just because the steps were difficult and stuff. well it was kinda of stressful that time considering the fact that i had zaki item the other time and i swear every time i go for his prac i would be scolded. lols. i guessed i got used to it in the end or sth. and i remembered one of my jrs told me that she admired how i managed to survive after every zaki sessions. oh well. its in the history. 

but yea lets not go offtrack. anw that time when i was packing my stuff to move over to seoul i was contemplating whether i should take down the pic of the peris photo which the 2 choreographers gave us. im glad i did. and its right beside my bed now. i stuck it there. ha. i guess i need a daily reminder or sth. 

well i think i kinda lost whats my main point in this blog post but i guess sometimes in life we just need to look back awhile to see what we did in the last 2,3 years etc. thats what i do sth as i read through my archives and laugh at myself how stupid i was last time doing stupid stuff. looking back at the wonderful memories we created its definitely cool sometimes but i guess i shouldnt stay there for so long. if not i cant move on. 

hmm. and for some reason i just feel proud that my dance mates are still dancing. and are doing great. and so am i. haha.

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