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Wednesday, April 18, 2012

@ 8:33 PM

hello.
yes its finally my off day and i get to rest and home and kpop and fangirl and shop and finally blog. haha. and yup thats b1a4 doing the sprout dance.

recently im following a lot of male idol groups x__x /bricked but of course im still loyal to infinite. im listening to bap and b1a4's songs. actually b1a4 has nice songs though its quite different from the style i usually listen who i guess its a nice change? haha. and cant wait for bap's comeback next week and infinite's comeback in may ^^ ~~i need to stop spending money on infinite~~ i bought the infinite sie's photocard. shoot me. lol. dam ex sia. but heck. i still bought it. according to the seller it should be arriving this week. yup. nonetheless i bought extra hoya's, sungyeol's and one sungjong and hoya group shot. so yea. if anyone wants them~ u know what to do ^^v

anw recently when i was walking to work i met this person who happened to be the same age as me at mandarin gallery and he asked me to do a survey. and yea i did. i mean no harm right? but in the end he actually wanted me to join his company.. nell marketing? lol. cant remember what he told me. so after a few days he called me and asked for meet up to know more abt the company. i rejected it but he kept bugging me so yea. ok la. met him after work one day and he started telling me how i should join his company so i can earn BIG BUCKS. sounds alluring right yea? and learn abt marketing skills and stuff.

i roughly said i dont need to earn money that much now cos im really happy earning my money from my florist job. but he started talking how i can earn money to support my parents so i could let them have an earlier retirement and stuff. he rambled on how much we as children have spent their money and how much care they have given us. how i can use those money to chase after my dream which is like yea. at first i was honestly heart shaken. lol. direct translation. sorry i lazy to think of the correct word.

so yea. he told me how he wanted to let his parents retire at the age of 21. mind u. hes 19 now so that leaves him with 2 years to achieve his dream. how he wanted to drive a branded car and stuff. so yup. i didnt say this infront of him but im gonna say this here.

of course i would love to let my parents retire at the age of 21 too. definitely i bet whoever is reading this would want too right? yes. i agree. but i dont think life revolves around money. the world is harsh yes. reality sucks. duh. he said i need money before i can do my passion. that one i honestly disagree. i need money to dance? bs. maybe u need money to take on dance classes to brush up yr skills? thats true. and i need money to write fan fics? i dont believe on the entire fact that u need money to do yr own passion. he comments that i cant be dancing forever. of course i cant dance forever. i age. and after i am less abled to dance i need money to live right? yea. true that. so why must i frigging join yr company?! i can do my own stuff right?! maybe in the future what i earn may not be as much as what he may be offering now and i may struggle in the future maybe financial issues? idk. no one knows.

so what if u managed to allow yr parents to retire at the age of 21? thats of course considered as a very filial son but are they really happy to retire? are u just gonna give them money and let them do whatever they want? giving them money=momentary happiness. its short lived. so they are gonna retire and they are gonna be stuck at home sometimes while u go and work? and im quite sure u havent gone to ns. so for the next 2 years they are gonna be alone. u may argue they have frens but what beats family huh? i believe being filial comes in many forms.. not just money and materials....

and dude. YOU ARE TOO FREAKING MATERIALISTIC. learn to save when u can. u need a car? yup. get an affordable car? need not be branded right? aigooo... i cant remember what i wanna type. but anw! it doesnt mean my future is bleak when i dont join yr company. u say i will regret. well... let me prove to u i wont regret rejecting yr offer. :) yup. hold up~ i just remembered sth he mentioned to me. u just want me to join yr company so u can earn money too isnt it? its like a referral kinda thing. anw~~~~ idk. i just felt i was brained wash for a sec. LOL.

haish.. what a ranty post. lol. AHH ANW~~~ im so glad i can make it for jay park's fan meet at imm. carpark here i come again! but hopefully can see. cos idk. hes a solo artiste. XD yup.

so yea..... FINALLY COLLECTING MY SIE GOODS ON SUN~~~~ (Y)

and i saw this on my fb wall.

'The bible is meant to be bread for daily use, not cake for special occasions"

i agree with it and i feel so guilty. sigh.. havent been reading the bible lately and my life just seems to be so screwed up... :/

Labels: b1a4, bap, fan goods, god, infinite, kpop, life

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hi my name is Jou Teng and i think koreans are haawt. ;)
i like to eat man tou and drink bubble tea

I was an 엘프 (E.L.F.)
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호야 from 인피니트 is my new bias. 111228. 리더규 is my 2nd. 3rd Official Inspirit ∞

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Dancing is what i like to do. and i want to continue doing it. To some people dancing is a sport, a way to express themselves but to others, it is LIFE.

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I'm now living in Seoul, a student of Korea Uni Media Dept. I am also on here to fulfill the promise I have for myself. 17th Hip Hop of KUDT. KOREA UNIV DANCE TEAM.

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